Calorie count: 191 (pass)
Carb count: 37g (fail)
Sugar count: 25g (pass, but just barely)
Total exercise: 1 walking/jogging, 8 hours working
Calories burnt: At least 1,200
Total calories burned (excluding natural metabolism): 1,009
I'm using the "shopping"
choice instead of "standing" for determining how many calories I burn
at work for reasons I've already explained. So on work days I will end up
having a truer (hopefully) estimate of what I'm really burning.
Even though today seems like it was
a good day...I'm not satisfied. I should have had my Boca Burger and either a
plumcot or some vegetables. But I was just that lazy and couldn't even
prepare some asparagus or mushrooms and went for the "easier"
plumcot. My mom was somewhat responsible for the strawberries, but thankfully,
I only had three. The grapes were (once again) my own fault, but I only
finished off the few that were left. I know exactly what the problem is too. My
lack of green tea. It is a life saver and completely compensated for lack of
food and kept my hunger almost completely at bay. (I'm also fairly certain it
increases metabolism, but regardless, the drink is wonderful.) I need to sneak
some home (damn you aspartame!) for without it I am tempted to eat. I can
honestly say that me guzzling down 20 gallons of green tea is the only reason I
am fine with running on 150 or so calories a day. I want it so badly. Neeeeed.
So that's tomorrow's goal: get the
cancer breeding, caffeine rich, diuretic GREEN TEA. Awesome.
I also don't work tomorrow (but have
a work "appointment" of sorts) so I should definitely be able to go
out, then do some goddamn fucking weights, get glorious green
tea, and...oh yea, not eat.
And of course I know my weight will
go up. I ate too much solid food. I have been considering going on a liquid
diet, but I don't really know how to do it within vegan parameters and keep it
under 200 calories. Vegetable broth is almost calorie-less...but I know that
will get old real quick.
Hurrrrrrgggghhhhhh...
Maybe I can just live off green tea.
-_-
Sorry for boring post today. I'm just angry at myself and frustrated with many things not food related.
I don't deserve to go onwards...
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